The difference between this and that.

On the one hand, my stacks of squares are all lined up and ready to start sewing. The only thing to ponder there is what color thread to use for the piecing – dark, light, in between? Miles of sewing, two inches at a time. This is the grunt work part of making quilts – the repetitive stuff that is part meditation and part “get on with it already so I can see it done.” The balance between the work and impatience to see the work done.

On the other hand I’ve racked up 28272 words in the fields of NaNoWriMo which just shocks the heck out of me. My two main characters have done things that surprised me. Yesterday, just past the half-way mark of 25000 words there was a big turn of events. I thought I’d reached a Part two point earlier, but now I see that it was just a little resting place. Now the main character has made a big decision and acted on it, trusting that it will come out all right.

Now it’s his turn to do some repetitious stuff, some learning, some getting his feet under him.

It’s mine to figure out exactly what that means. When you’re working with things that most people say don’t really exist, there just aren’t a lot of solid references and I’ve yet to find anyone I can interview. Excuse me, over here, I have some questions. So I have to make it up.

My quilting is all about working with light and color and texture. I make it up out of my head and do my best to put it out there as fabric and thread. I think that all parts of it have some design function, but it’s so a part of me now that I don’t think of it so much in those terms.

This writing stuff feels different. The design work part feels much more sustained and in my face all the time. Get idea, write it all down, wonder what the next part has, write that down, repeat. Wonder what’s going to happen next. What could happen next. What should be the big thing that the second part is working towards and how the heck is that going to happen? (OK there’s a lot of OMG’ing that could be happening during commutes etc but I really try not to think about it too much!)

So both things: fun but different. I’m glad I am doing both things. Next up – a lot of piecing. Maybe I’ll figure out the part two thing while watching the pieces go by.

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From the Quote Box – Why We’re Here Department

A couple leaped from the south tower, hand in hand. They reached for each other and their hands met, and they jumped. I try to whisper prayers for the sudden dead and the harrowed families of the dead and the screaming souls of the murderers, but I keep coming back to his hand in her hand, nestled in each other with such extraordinary, ordinary, naked love. It’s the most powerful prayer I can imagine, the most eloquent, the most graceful. It’s everything we’re capable of against horror and loss and tragedy. It’s what makes me believe that we’re not fools to believe in God, to believe that human beings have greatness and holiness within them, like seeds that open only under great fire, to believe that who we are persists past what we were, to believe, against evil evidenced hourly, that love is why we are here. — Brian Doyle

I think of this often. One might say that if we hold onto this notion of giving love and caring freely the world would be a better place, if only because we did this, if only in this moment. Imagine if we all did.

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Almost there

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Warez mb now?

Still plugging away at the NaNoWriMo goals. The progress bar at right works and updates a couple times a day. The story is coming along. I’m really sticking with the notion of this being pure first draft run-through. No pressure.

Parts feel like there’s more to tell. Parts might need to be cut because they can’t be told here. No worries. Just write it all down.

I get to spend part of my time now researching questions like “what is it like to be invisible?” Or, how do magical beings learn how to do everything? Fascinating stuff which often makes me laugh.

On the quilt front I’m really struggling with this seasonal palette quilt. Makes me sad and angry not to make the quilt I’d intended because of the time restraint. Right now I’m doing the boring bit of taking down the squares and stacking them up for sewing. Boring and boring.

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You’re researching what exactly?

From the growing bookmarks folder (remember the old days when we’d take notes in notebooks and index cards? :-)

And I have to say that the Fish and Wildlife link, aka Feathers above, is one of the coolest things I’ve found in a really long time on the web. Who knew that Fish and Wildlife had a forensic lab? And who knew it would be helpful to me?

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