NaPoWriMo – Day 8

NaPoWriMo suggested “write a palinode. And what’s that? It’s a poem in which the poet retracts a statement made in an earlier poem.”

As soon as I read that I thought about writing the retraction of my poem from yesterday about longing to fly.

When I lean against the wind, my eyes closed,
the only thing that holds my trembling self
is the ground beneath my two earth-bound feet
the power of it, shaking, hot and still
the air goes winding, rushing past my ears
The ground, the very soil of it, solid
and solemn under the hungering soles
lifts me up, pushing me up like a crocus
through the icy crust of winter’s garden.
No wings to send me forward to the world
but deep full strength welling up through my feet
and flying out past my loud singing heart.

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Today in Middle Earth

As my car pulled into the parking lot this morning (yeah, I know my accounts of listening to Lord of the Rings are approaching epic and legendary and almost beyond belief, but just deal with it. I’m not messing around here) I heard one of my most favorite parts of it all. I’ve used it to mark J.R.R. Tolkien’s birthday and referred to it in times of darkness.

This morning as I turned off the car I could only imagine Sam, looking up at the one bright star in the sky. We’ve all done that – paused outside coming in from the car, or after taking the trash out, long enough to look up and see a star or two and to have a small quiet thought with ourselves, then we can go in peacefully and more determined to do what has to be done.

…the night-sky was still dim and pale. There, peeping among the cloud-wrack above a dark tor high up in the mountains, Sam saw a white star twinkle for a while. The beauty of it smote his heart, as he looked up out of the forsaken land, and hope returned to him. For like a shaft, clear and cold, the thought pierced him that in the end the Shadow was only a small and passing thing: there was light and high beauty for ever beyond its reach. His song in the Tower had been defiance rather than hope; for then he was thinking of himself. Now, for a moment, his own fate, and even his master’s, ceased to trouble him. He crawled back into the brambles and laid himself by Frodo’s side, and putting away all fear he cast himself into a deep untroubled sleep.

~~J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the King, Book II, The Land of Shadow.

Tonight when I got back in my car, I rewound a bit and listened to that section again before going on, towards Mount Doom against impossible odds and with little food and water.

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F – NaPoWriMo

Birds, flying freely
wheeling with their partner, air,
circle, twirl and spin.

spreading wings above
gathering air and flying
the sky is your home.

long to be flying
be one with a world of air
borne up by the wind

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Day 7 NaPoWriMo

Most birds make it look easy
to hop up, from the ground
or taking a few strides
they gain on the air and
one beat of wings and another
they rise up, tucking legs in
until next they’re needed.
Watching them glide by
feathers clipping the air
riffling a deck of chickadees
flitting to and from
the front feeder, now empty again.
Envy not the vultures, eagles, hawks
laying on the mass of air
idly looking down, swooping in
feathers cooly and so subtly adjusting
making it look
so easy.
Easy for me to step up to the ledge
and hold my arms against the wind
leaning in against the air.
Let it go, or let gravity
control my flight.

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That Moment – Laundry Category

That moment when you realize you don’t even know how to do laundry of simple tshirts anymore.

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